the confused heart and the chaotic mind

nothing feels right
nothing feels wrong
with so many people around
still feel so alone
such is the situation with
the confused heart and the chaotic mind.

with so many options
and numerous floating situations
everything seems simple
and
everything seems complex
where
I want to get away from all the bad
but also
desire to grab all the good from each option
forgetting the fact
good comes with bad
rose comes with thorn.

why am I so confused?
for all the good things
I want to do
or
for all the bad things
I fear to face.

why do I feel so chaotic?
for the brainstorming
going in my mind
with all the mind maps
I am trying to create.

whatever the outcome may be
chaotic minds can bring a lot of change
confused heart will figure out the option
may have to travel a lot
here and there
to very distant place in search of peace
the curiosity will never die
the anxiety will try to dwell
but the living situation will bring light
and a way to go long way
such is the situation with
the confused heart and the chaotic mind.

the heart that keeps us alive

it’s a big world,
we are so small,
this little heart wants to walk all around,
and with so much to face remain standing tall,
it’s the heart
that keeps us alive

at the moment
we achieve anything,
for the reason
we work hard,
with the blessings
we fight for everything we have,
everytime
incessantly
it’s the heart
which keeps pushing the limits,
motivates to higher ground,
brings us to different level,
and
keeps on beating,
thus keeps us alive.

for the moment
when we get smile from somebody
and feel ecstastic,
for the time
when we feel alone
and need to talk to somebody kinder,
for the good and bad
when we get confused with
what to do,
we go with
what heart let us feel,
pave the way further,
and keep us moving.

for the bad times
when it’s ripped apart,
for the good times
when it brings elation to life,
for the time
when we feel something inside
for family, friends and somebody, if any :D,
it keeps beating.

everything we love,
anything we hate,
anybody we expect,
the craziness we show for anything or anything,
the time we spend and make memories,
the things which I forget to write here,
the things which are too big to write,
the things which can’t be expressed in words,
everything start and ends with the heart
which keeps us alive.

Darkness and clours

Time will come

Each day sailor faces many breathtaking waves,
sometimes he fights with great valor but still is thrown at the shore,
sometimes he gets so much carried away that,
losing the hope,
leaving the rows,
he just keeps on watching the gigantic sea waves,
and floats over the sea with boat.
He knows he will never cross the sea,
if he gives up.
He tries,
tries and
tries.
He fights each time he faces
the humongous life-snatching waves,
sometimes even he comes through
devastating storms which rolls the boat upside down,
he knows if he won’t try, he will have to face 
the storm 
inside him off the shore after he backs off.
He will try,
try,
and keep on trying
because 
he knows

Time will come
when he will cross the sea,

time will come 
when he will celebrate his success,

time will come
when he will grow out of struggles,

time will come
when he will come with flying colors.