I wanted you to

I wanted you to
be with me,

I wanted you to 
guide me,
thorough my life,

I wanted you to
hold my hand,
whenever I get in trouble,

I wanted you to 
walk with me,
when everyone is gone,

I wanted you to 
make me see the world
through your eyes,

I wanted you to 
be there
for me
no matters, how you are and how I am,

I wanted you to 
take clutch of me 
whenever I get to be wild and mad,

I wanted you to
be freak with me,

I wanted you to 
be an eternal part of my life,

but …
your single flow of words
turned up the whole things and 
now
with every moment
you are going far and far.