She is far
She is near
She is close
She is distant
She is
She is not
She is the one
She is every one
She is here
She is there
She is everywhere, sometimes
She is very difficult
She is very easy
I can see her
I can feel her presence
But can’t know her
But the question is
Who she is?
What’s her name?
I wanted you to
be with me,
I wanted you to
guide me,
thorough my life,
I wanted you to
hold my hand,
whenever I get in trouble,
I wanted you to
walk with me,
when everyone is gone,
I wanted you to
make me see the world
through your eyes,
I wanted you to
be there
for me
no matters, how you are and how I am,
I wanted you to
take clutch of me
whenever I get to be wild and mad,
I wanted you to
be freak with me,
I wanted you to
be an eternal part of my life,
but …
your single flow of words
turned up the whole things and
now
with every moment
you are going far and far.
They came into her place, late;
and they entered her bedroom.
She approached and came quite close to him
then, they kissed.
He started to unbutton her…
but, suddenly,
she said,
“Stop! Stop! Stop!”
He whispered,
“What happened?”
She cried
and
said,
“If we do, you won’t be beside me tomorrow morning.”
He just wiped her tears and
said,
“If you don’t want to, we won’t.”
They just kept staring
at each other,
and both
started softly crying.
Wiping each other’s tears, they started talking while in each other’s arms.
She fell asleep; meanwhile
he kept talking, and, when he realized, he planted a kiss on her forehead
and also slept.
Next morning…he wasn’t there beside her.
When she woke, alone, she was very upset; almost in tears.
Then, suddenly, the door opened and
he entered with breakfast and tea.
The sight of him uplifted her;
she smiled, and,
it seemed as if the whole room lightened.
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